It's the night before my official weigh-in day, and boy today has been rough. I'm really not sure why it was rough. It started out good enough...had to pick something up at Publix at 8 for work, so got to leave a little later than usual. Nice. The weather was yuck, but not raining, yet. It just seemed like a full moon or something. Work was super busy, but has been for a while, so I can't really say it was that. Oh, and did I mention that I started feeling like I was going to start? The frustrating thing about that is that I'm on these pills where I'm not supposed to have this issue but once every three months, but they don't seem to be working. I came home, finished up some homework for school, and low and behold - it happened. The pills failed. ha! So, it's the night before my weigh in and I started. Boo.
You know what though? Even if I wake up tomorrow and have to report that I haven't lost a pound - thanks to my hormones - I can lie down tonight and rest easy knowing that I absolutely did everything I was supposed to do this last week. Not only did I not cheat - I didn't even seriously consider cheating. I recognized what my weaknesses were and didn't give in. So, even if I wake up tomorrow and the scale shows no loss, I'm going to be okay. After all, I'm treating this like I would if I were training to run a marathon...I'm staying on the program, and at the very end of the race, it will have paid off. There will be good weeks, bad weeks, and even some weeks I will classify as great, but I will always try to focus on knowing that I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing.
With that said - I'm going to bed. =)
This is a healthier beautiful life.
